Wednesday, December 28, 2011

New bed

Audra has been loving her big girl bed. I checked on her this morning, and this is what I found. Her half in, half out of bed, snoring away. She was sleeping so deeply that turning on the light to take the picture, didn't wake her up. How is that comfortable?!?
What a silly little monkey!

Winter Hat

How cute is this little hat? Finally put fabric to sewing machine and sewed up a few things from Oliver + S's Little Things to Sew.
This is the Cozy Winter Hood, which I made out of fleece. I love the ears, and so does Audra, so it's a hit and she will wear it. I love the pattern fleece for the inside of the ears and inside of hat. Just added a little teal coloured ribbon to match the inside and I think it's a successful sewing project.
Not pictured, I also made the Mittens from the book. They are the patterned fleece material and so cute! I was mildly intimidated by both patterns, but they ended up being so easy, and I am so glad I got over my pattern reading fear and just made them. I want to make so many hats because all kids should have a few of these. I am thinking I need to find some brown fleece and then she would look like a little bear!

2 Years Old!

Two years old! Wow! I still remember the day you were born. I couldn't believe that you were coming early. Jamie was all prepared and ready to go. He and I both were running on very little sleep. You were determined to come early, before Christmas, which is exactly what I didn't want to happen. I thought we had a deal. You were supposed to wait! But as we have realized, you are your own person and very strong willed. Should have known then we were in for trouble! No passive personality for you.
Through all the dealings with your MCAD and learning to adjust to no sleep, becoming a family of 3, loving and having so much fun learning, the first year flew by. Where did it go? Now I wonder, where did year 2 go?
You are so busy now. You literally have two modes, running and sleeping. You barely take a break to eat. You eat a bit then "out peeaze........!!!!!", so you can run some more.
You love people and can be very social. You love daycare and playing with all the other kids. It has definitely roughened you up playing with boys. And also made you louder. lol. You are so independent (already?) and love to do things yourself. I have to remind myself that you are not a baby anymore (as much as I would love you to stay that way) and a little girl. You like to be pretty, and will usually let me put your long hair up in pigtails. Although, if bored, you will pull out the barrets and elastics. You love to play and love your books. That makes a mamma proud! Your attention span is getting better and you can actually sit and do certain activities for more then two seconds.
Your vocabulary is getting much better. Some words are still a challenge, even for both parents. But I know you want to talk more and it's frustrating to everyone when the words don't come out. But the babble is awesome and so funny. Driving you around, it's non stop chatter in the backseat.
You love all things fun. You are such a ham, and occasionally I see some of those terrible two's showing. But that's what growing up is all about. You make us laugh all the time, and we really have to watch because the last thing I need for you to do, is think it's a good thing when you do silly things that you are not suppose to! You keep us on our toes, follow us around like a little shadow, and try to copy what we do.
You are a joy, and a special treasure. A day doesn't go by that I don't appreciate having you in our lives. It has been the best two years of our lives. I know that I speak for Jamie in saying that from both of us. He would definitely agree. Stay happy and healthy and know that we always love you so much.
Happy 2nd birthday Baby! Can't wait for the next year! xo

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Angels

I never got to see your eyes,
or hold your hand, or hear your cries.
All I have are dreams of you,
those of which, will never come true.
My heart sank the day that I knew,
I would never get to meet you.
I had made plans, and had aspirations,
if only I had a little more patience.

The day I knew something was not right,
and through many tears I would have to fight.

We will not mourn for you though,
because we know you're where you need to be,
even though it isn't here with me.
You are my angel baby.
Now, forever with the angels.

None of my dreams for you will ever come true,
But, my angel baby you will always be,
in my heart forever, forever a part of me.

O Christmas Tree

Our rather large tree, who takes up so much of the corner, but is so pretty, so we'll forgive him for being a beast.
He was handpicked by Audra and Jamie, and cut down with love. I love having a real tree. The house smelt so nice when he first came in.
It is a hodge podge of ornaments, and it's always so much fun decorating. Remembering where they all came from. Christmas is all about memories right?

And my beautiful Christmas cactus is in full bloom. I bought it so many years ago, and it was tiny. It had a few forced flowers on it, I think to make you want to take it home, and then for years never bloomed again. But for some reason it loves the bay window and blooms regularly now. A few times a year at least. It's always so pretty to see.
My mom has my Babcia's and I can't even even remember how old it is now. It's huge and crazy and I know many people have gotten cuttings from it to have their own plant. Which is kinda neat. Passing the plant along.